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Tuesday, 15 December 2015 | 0 comments
Love yourself //

Alhamdulillah !!! Ive got my results on 14 Dec 2015 which is yesterday !!!
All those stay ups, tears, tiredness, classes and others have finally paid off !!!

So, it's 2350 hours when i typed this.
Just now, i was skyping with one of the people who i really miss right now.
It's good to watch the person laughing, smiling, and all ohmygod im so gonna miss all those actions next year. Take care.
I dont know, i become sad very very very sudden after ive laughed so much.
Well, i do believe in "jangan happy sangat nanti nangis".
Well it happens to me everytime. Not everytime. But selalu ah gak kena.
Malas nak sedih kat tl bab nanti gaduh lagi.
But i really hope that you would read this but i think, this is not the right time.
Sedih......sangat......nak nangis......
I really hope that there's somebody, who's really effort like me, who's really care like me, and all.
Boleh tak...? But oh well nobody's perfect..
but then have u ever feel, like u really want to be appreciated..?
Bukan tak ikhlas but then..somehow, i do hope that someone would do an appreciation post for me on ig or twitter. 
Entahlah, sabrina, selalu tk bersyukur...but haih cant describe the feelings that i feel right now.
Well, now, rasa mcm tk diperlukan...
Everything's change, yeah i know. I really know.
But, where's our endless convo like before..?
Terasa.....sangat......entahlah......tak tahu lah.....tapi.....rasa......sedih......
but somehow, rasa mcm karma, sebab aku pun cri orang bila aku sunyi je...
but then.. :( entahlah.....im too complicated.
Rindunya, rindu sangat sangat.
I once hoped that, the good old moments will stay, Forever.
But nothing stays the same like before.
Till then, goodnight.

i dont know
Friday, 11 December 2015 | 0 comments
I just dont know. 
I told myself ill be okay.
I told myself to understand this whole new thing
but why it seems i cant
i really cant
the memorie keep on replaying in my head
the promises, and all
well promises are meant to be broken, arent they?
haih.
this is what im scared of all this time
who's gonna be there for me when i hve problems?
who;s gonna be there for me when im sad.
i know i hve my friends, but somehow, you need that person that understands you and not judging you.
i seriously dont know how to cope next year
ir will be harder than 2015 
haih
im kinda taken aback
this is why i dont like you have a boyfriend
why cant i hve you all by myself?
why cant you wait for me until im ok until ive moved on from everything haih
but you are happy...........
and tahlah........
we both dont like sharing
it hurts af
haih idk idk idk
ill be okay 
just some stupid late night thoughts.
goodnight.

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